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2009-11-10T00:21:00.002+08:00

tired of explaining? you rarely explain... all the times when i feel that smth is wrong, i ask so many times and you choose to keep quiet... keeping everything to yourself, and after awhile or weeks you start to blurt out everything on blog...
i'm not telepethy... i just want us to communicate... sort things out...

i nvr play mind games with you... and every night without fail i'll call you to check on you... i'm at fault not being as caring as i was in the past... i always worry abt you most of the time and now things became "stable" i starts to chill...

i nvr msg you cus we already say byes over at sch... den i went off dancing... den i ask you qn you don reply of cus there is slience over the phone...

........

2009-10-29T01:48:00.001+08:00

hai... speechless

2009-09-10T02:08:00.002+08:00

club is falling apart~ or is fell
this production is going to bring enthu ppl more enthu and more bonded,
ppl who can't get in lose hope and carry hatred.

realistic yea?
state of doubting how this club is helping us... making rules although knowing nature of human will not rmb to punish themselves.
having so much politics and discuss meaningless thing like uncontrollable stuff... enforcing somemore... for the sake of it

schizo's motto: club = family

i don even see the shadow of it now...
1st family divorce into 3 parts
still have little contacts with each other...
hiphop is dad , modern is mum , child is bboy

production = family outing

organizer plan a outing which the family has paid for
he ran off and bo bian have to go with the outing
child playing psp
mum keeping quiet
dad making alot of noise... (complain )

this family outing feels screwed...
not excited abt it... hmm only abit..

2009-09-01T20:36:00.001+08:00

people give harsh words when they are worried,
they also need time to adapt to new changes that breaks off their momentum,
spending money and don't earn equals to worthless...

realistic...

2009-08-27T00:29:00.002+08:00

my dream phone~ nokia 5730 Xpress Music - $554 ....

2009-08-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to you~

2009-08-21T22:17:00.002+08:00

hmm i guess ppl neglect ppl cus they are preoccupied with their lives and the gap will soon fade away... common thing to happen and minding your own business is impt for everyone too..

tips to cook better: like dancing, you always watch vids. cooking also is the same :) i've watch my mum cook for so many years and somehow gain some experience and when finally i start cooking... cui.. but satifying :P from den on skills will start to improve. if you don't like cooking, you'll nvr cook well.

i guess words of wisdom are useless after all...
finally get wad uncle said..
words convey out sincerely are treated like trash...
and i thought i understood him at 1st...

hai.. sadness pass on so easily... happiness don't.

2009-08-19T00:12:00.002+08:00

perfect songs are hard to find... ideas are hard to achieve... good dancers are hard to get... deadlines are difficult to meet... studying is hard to focus... tummy is hard to maintain.... health is challenging to control... what you say reflect on you... watch what you say to others... you will be like one of them... you have already disgusted yourself unknowingly... curse somemore and life will be cursing you...

2009-08-11T01:27:00.008+08:00

9/8/09

Discovery Centre

firecrackers :P

at henderson

Happy 7th month zhuzhu :) rough times we had and still loving you :)

2009-07-31T11:56:00.002+08:00

july 30
the day you left me...
1 hour at train by yourself change our 6 month relationship...
break off with me over the phone...
don't give me any chance,
don give me any hope of repatching although i was determined...
you just want to be friends...
tell me find other girls...
don't want me to hate you nor you hate me..
i'll try my best...
cause i still love you deeply...
given the chance i'll chase you again...

july31
this morning... was listening emo songs during train ride to sch and finally understand what those lyrics meant... memory flashes as the music goes...
finally i reach sch and had mr bean although i wanted to starve myself... but i feel hungry...
i was early and the 1st msg i send to her was very painful...
typing "i miss you" was so hard... i delete them cause we are just friends now...
every msg to you was a torture... i was so fake... treating you like a friend only...
my EID lab was cui... i'm the last person to finish and is using my classmate's connection.
i kept everything to myself and finally broke down at moberly...

2009-07-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you.

She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew.

I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger.

I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now. The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table.

I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.

She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy.

Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying!

Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door.. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs.

Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce.

My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears.

I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

I know how her heart could not bear to hear my last words now. I still carried her, my last one...this time with my wreatched heart.The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage! If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you. If you do, you just might save a marriage.

My point of telling you guys this story is having everything in terms of monetary or property isn't important at all, it is the true love it matters. I am currently attached to Mendoza Ethel Nicol. We will face tough times together in the future and life isn't easy to begin with anyway. Take care of yourself kay? Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning, you are that someone. Happy 6 Month Anniversary baby.

2009-06-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

hmm now H1N1 very fierce le... spread like fire.. everyone must maintain your health wor~ don share drinks le :) if your sick? see doctor~ or stay at home~ gonna nag here ba~ actually h1n1 is how to cure ar? still don know eh... hmm jiayou for mst ppl~

ethel i love you~

2009-06-27T03:48:00.003+08:00

BLOG IS BACK~ whoo~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE KOO~

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/video/video.php?v=98165267866&ref=mf
check this out~

YEAH~ I LOVE ETHEL~ :p

2009-06-09T00:13:00.002+08:00

i s---s... can't e--n be a g--d l---r... i o--e s--d to l---s t--t i'm a g--d l---r but i r----t it the v--y n--t day... w--t a f-----e i am... now a----s m----g e---l a---y... l--t t--e was me but now it's my t--n... hmm... s--k as a f----d t--... c--------y p-----i t--m... i'm dam s-----h... s--k to the m-x... s--h an a-----e.a d-m c----d t-o... a----d to c--e o-t... u---g e----e to a---d c---r.... n--b la... g---a c----g m-n... i w---a g-t t-p f--r or s--i f-r w-f... o---r c---------n a--o c-n... j----u j----o!!!!

now i can't read wad i type also :)

2009-06-04T01:17:00.001+08:00

overly sensitive... don know wad to expect... just gonna cough to sleep i guess...

2009-05-25T15:48:00.002+08:00

today sick ar!!! fever and abit sore throat and no sch for me. roar... had to wear wear mask and there'sa lot ppl over the poly clinic... now headache... got math quiz 5%...no dance for me..

2009-05-21T21:56:00.002+08:00

whoo~ finally can reach home early~ feels great~ although just had an awful dinner... yucks... yesterday~ hai~ hmm nvr "use" my committee de wor... the clinic can only see me doing this and doing that... well have to thanks gladys for the teaching part :) and augustin for doing most of the work~ i guess i own you 3(mel also) a meal/drinks :) thx janice(and sry XD) and uncle(MC WHOO~) without you 2 the clinic will sure cui~ allen who always there to help me out~ QM ROCKS!!!! hmm louis~ advisor :) finally can get to breathe~ yesterday just choreo-ed my "hiphop" before 7pm and popping-like... ok la~ not bad la~ can one la~ whoo~ this morning i studied!!! finally~ but afternoon jiu start dozing off le... but is a good start :P

2009-05-13T11:43:00.002+08:00

whoo~ time to get back to my track le... time for tutorials and working... later gonna go interview previous job as waiter and hopefully i can work there but not dhouby ghaut... dancing on the ususal days but editional sessions, less often... after working on weekends will have very less time with ethel and yup... hope she go work also and don need worry she got nth to do and always waiting for me. hmm~ haven't start choreo-ing hiphop... disappointing janice again XD sry but yea... quite hectic these days... will choreo soon~ :) dance clinic was WAH PIANG!!!! wah~ so many situations... hmm that's all for now..

2009-05-11T06:42:00.002+08:00

wow thx guys/gals for showing your concern XD if i nvr dance body will itch de :P now is just facing reality and possibility. i'm ok already but still adapting :) btw..

HAPPY 4th MONTHs BABY~ XD

have been lazy to update... soon ba i think XD

2009-05-03T00:09:00.003+08:00

WHOO GOT A NETBOOK~!!!! a smaller notebook with no cd writer... hmm WHOO~ today got 3 days promotion at funan and saves quite some~ XD free mouse, cover, and... 2G ram upgrade XD cost $720+ and ouch... use my untouched acc... but hor... don know bring to sch can use anot.. later cannot go internet... should be ok ba... still charging batt... hope tml use it le will have no problem... cross finger... :) bringing back home... the box scratch me alot of times and when i reach home found out got 3 slash and bleeding... my white pants got blood.... hmm seem most of us are back to normal~ :)

2009-04-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

bin said smth to me today:"why you so stress?" "when you dance you don look like your enjoying.." i was shocked but yea its true... didn't notice that.... like dancing machine... with all these stuff happening recently... this club... doesn't feel cosy and safe anymore... our freedom to dance wad we like are restricted... most of us are on our own to excel. Now i think i'm going to be rebellious over things i feel is crap. heck it and do wad i like. i didn't come to this world to suffer... i came to enjoy. at the same time studies are the top most priority. don sacifice your family because of dance too... it's good to be enthu but will you be enthu all the way? after your NS/graduation will you be still dancing? don lie to yourself by answering this qn now... it doesn't matter how well you dance... but how long you will continue dancing.
Live Your Life With No Regrets
heck those ppl who pisses you off... cursed them for awhile and forget about it. life must still go on. change your mindset and you can adapt easily.

2009-04-28T01:42:00.002+08:00

whoo~!!! got into top 8 XD although up screw but 1st time ba :p den com is dead... thx baby for her lappy or i can't even go online le XD so i don cut my hair XD happy ba ;) but going to cut soon ... just extent the time. so this morning got nag before i go to sch and i really got no time... i hate to sy it but dance is becoming a burden for me... gonna go choose laptop and all but got dance... wed still got... thu most likely got... like nvr ending... yup it's nvr ending...

2009-04-23T23:03:00.002+08:00

WHOOO~~!!!! MY NAME IS THERE!!!!

Participants List:
Charles
Wei Long
Jamie
Jonathan
Kie Loong <--- threat
Lionel
Leonard
Perry <---- threat
TinShen
Melise
JunHao
Aki
Samuel
Qing Yuan
Max

Cheerios!All the best funky peeps!

excited~ >_< 1st popping battle~ i think will be a tough competition...
if i nvr get into top 8 i go cut hair XD

hmm the rest i don know... their names sounds like their popping quite dope....
all threat XD

but i don know how to go studio wu...

2009-04-23T00:39:00.001+08:00

very very strong gusts of wind blow... strongest wind i've ever felt... smth is happening...oh man now dozing off le... gonna write down tutorials qn and do in train ba i think...

2009-04-21T23:56:00.002+08:00

busy busy busy... slack timetable~ YES AH~ now got subway..kept eating over there... cus it's healthy... but still not filling and is ex.... wanna cut my hair soon!!! hope i don need to use laptop that much... grrr... feel so laptopless... wah... sch so many ppl... and everyone is always cursing the year ones XD hmm everyday will come home late...

2009-04-18T11:28:00.002+08:00

whoo unlucky day!!!! dam you!!! this morning missed the train by few steps and had to wait 7mins... O_O... ok den when i reach sengkang and headed to the busstop. MISS the bus by like around 10 steps... den i ran to the next busstop across the road and wah!!! run like a guy running real fast... den the bus nvr stop for me!!!! GRRRAAAAA!!!!... den when i turn my back... another bus was returning to the interchange... %_% ... so i brisk walk back... cus normally when i miss the bus... had to wait 15-20mins... so i ran... den when i turn back another bus was returning back... so? is it lucky or unlucky.... ok finally board the bus... den the bus hor... DAM SLOW!!!

---- : speed
___ : acceleration

normal bus speed: _______-------------------________--------------______-------

the bus i took!!!! : -----------------------------------------------------------------------

SLOW LA!!!! BICYCLE ALSO BEAT US!!!! i know speeding is dangerous and accident is occuring quite often these days and speed is not encourage.

BUT TOOO SLOWWW!!!!! RROARRRRR!!!!! EVEN AT EXPRESSWAY STILL SAME SPEED WOR!!! WTH!!

EXPRESSWAY LEH!!!!

not much cars on the road.... o(!!_!!)O

2009-04-17T01:03:00.004+08:00

whoo... went to o sch at 1pm and i got the last slot for poppin master class XD WHOO~ lucky~ hmm den at the FOP... wah... got guts to come out solo... our fear has become reality... in the cyper got random ppl spam moves... whoo scary... got intimidated but yea.. we agreed that the music sucks... den 9plus sudden black out XD zzzZZ everything stop and event jiu end le... after that slack at audition room.

SOB!!! nvr vid down popping battle... i don know how i dance.... wad did i did? hai... fated... not blaming anyone wor...

2009-04-16T00:05:00.002+08:00

WHOO~ popping showcase was dope~ i under estimate you guys le... training you all wasn't like that wor... really proud~ glad to see so many ppl improved and becoming more like a dancer. VON, WEISHENG, KK, AUGUSTIN, LOUIS, GLADYS, BLING, JIAYAN, MICHELLE KOH & few others i nvr mention but these are the ppl that was dope tonight. really happy for everyone XD memorable night~

2009-04-15T10:40:00.002+08:00

yesterday com can't on... bluescreen at 1st 2 times... so slept early around 12plus... hmm great performance at mob~ there's more to improve and proud of you girls XD popping wise it's not going to be our best performance but all the best later~
standing at the back during anan's training very xin ku wor.... can't catch and see....

hectic life in singapore...

2009-04-13T01:54:00.002+08:00

ROAR STUPID PHONE!!!! WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST YOU GAVE UP ON ME....

2009-04-11T03:02:00.000+08:00

happy 3rd month to us~ XD hmm go sleep le~

2009-04-09T13:11:00.000+08:00

nvr sleep at chalet... i was always high i think... there was movie... ohoh~ i won a few times at majong XD whoo~ happy~ don play with money but was happy with my luck and ws and lulu don know how to play XD and the revealing of next committee... haiz gonna do all the booking... take keys... come the most early... open club... but if i don do it? who will ? grats to all the victims of SDZ. let's work together for this family and my temper confirm will worsen... because ppl takes us/studios/previllages for granted...

2009-04-07T18:33:00.003+08:00

alone at home~ arr finally can slack at home. didn't go chalet cus everyday i went out... and chalet doesn't interest me... you all might bad mouth abt me not going chalet and have fun and emo at home and don want bond but i think it will be sian... not because it will be but my mentality is "sian" so even if i go i will sian... hmm i'm crapping... hope you guys understand... this morning clean my room. fold clothes and sweep my room. rare occasion will see me like that wor... today is a peacful day~

just hearing your voice makes me smile :)

2009-04-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

my com is dying... terminal illness... mother board or smth is reaching it's end... blue screen everyday... 3 times a day... actually more than that i think.... choy choy.. tomorrow choosing gems... and now my phone is giving me problems.. down and right button and red button spoil... grr.. giving me a hard time... although i don like touch screen phone... i think they will last longer for me... if not button spoil... touch screen only few buttons...

2009-04-05T16:06:00.002+08:00

yesterday had prata near ntu. wa de teh tarik nice sia~ den session at audition room... oh thx for the cab fare XD hmm nvr sleep at all and after that go baby de jia eat breakfast den awhile later go back home shower den go back sch for popping den go tamp eat before going for tpde concert. aww man i keep dozing off during the concert... 1 blink to me will let me missed out few steps i watched... after that when back tamp and took bus home... doze off every few secs.. irritated... keep falling left and right... den reached home washed up go sleep...this morning wake up go back to baby's hse had our nuggets meal before she go camp... later dinner will be curry~

2009-04-02T13:41:00.002+08:00

yesterday night... had my burger.. it was filled with ants... grr... litterally filled with ants crawling all over... den after shaking off most of the ants.. i put it in th oven and turn on the heat. after awhile.. all the ants are tosted in side the burger!!! alot of them inside sia... dam EEEE... but don want to waste a burger... den "they are pepper..." den *munch .. eeee.... "protein" *munch .... abit disgusted.... den this morning... mum nag and nag and nag... now forced me go interview a job she found at newspaper before i can go session... if i don go i don think she will allow me to dance except wed and sat... g2g all the way to woodlands for toast box interview tomorrow before going to popping session(fri).

2009-03-31T01:18:00.002+08:00

a bowl of rice...

i had this bowl for my late supper cus it was my dinner... alot wor.... 12plus eat it wor... popping session today... took bus home...

2009-03-29T22:51:00.002+08:00

today bboy session by uncle and it's sweaty... everyone's t-shirt was wet all the way wor.. hmm raining.. went home early today and eat ... sry.. i will not eat so much le..

2009-03-27T01:01:00.002+08:00

hectic life... so much things to do and so many stuff ahead... dance is almost everyday... i'm getting more and more stretchable due to wed's training... i kept screaming when bin pushed.... hmm today at o sch was wow... kieloong vincent and another guy gave me good impression. ben was dope arh~ they are having popping 3 and i was outside watching them. made me stone after watching.. wanna have popping session soon...

2009-03-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

this morning i woke up and i ponder abt it... i'm a lousy person... i've my disgusting times... dam i sucks... so wasted my time until it's time for hiphop. freestyle again... no hiphop vocab... hmm uncle exploded again~

2009-03-24T01:11:00.001+08:00

day 8... reading 8 days XD no la~ don have magazine at home

2009-03-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

in life you will encounter people that will pissed you off...
make your blood boil until you start cursing them....
this is part of life...

2009-03-20T23:54:00.002+08:00

nvr expect much from my current life... there was lots of fun moments but all will come down to my old quiet mode... not looking forward to any tomorrow... dance is just a plaster that covers my wound but not the pain...

woo hao poetic XD hmm today gasp some feel of popping by listening to the music but was anyhow... need more focus, listen and variation~ muscles still aching... how to pop tomorrow wor... feel like playing some games like maples to waste my time away :P but i got no spare time to waste... haven't done my proposal wor.... aww man... i wished my dad will just won lottery and WHOO~ den can have a better life XD wishes always don't come true... because one always wish for smth that they can't get...

2009-03-20T00:12:00.002+08:00

aww man back to reality... today was still kinda troubled until a quick chat with mel and whoosh~ mist cleared~ hmm den need to work on dance clinic propsal... aww man... don think will sleep early... haven't bath yet :P and gonna sort out some songs and enjoy them~ maybe clean my room at the same time before going to sleep~

words of wisdom:
there is a reason for everything~find the root and all will come clear~
in life you will meet ppl that will give you words of advice, slow down your heart and absorb wad they say~
the little encourage you give to ppl may change their lives~
know yourself before letting your mood control you~
the simple things in life are healthier,don't think too much~

2009-03-19T00:10:00.002+08:00

DAY 2: lost and found...

lost the interest in dance
lost my way
lost my strength
lost a company
lost my myself

found out that i was lost
found out i got nth to do
found $10... fat hope
found nth...

today after dance.... i'm smelly... well everyone was...

2009-03-18T01:23:00.000+08:00

just watched dragonball evolution fomr the net... destroy childhood like wad augustin said... hmm still adapting... tired from today's session and training... wanna learn uncle's choreo, khai's choreo,gladys teach the choreo... wanna try out all genre~ feeling greedy :)

2009-03-17T04:58:00.000+08:00

time for me to sleep~

2009-03-17T03:22:00.002+08:00

CHANGE BLOGSKIN LE~ still improving on it though... gonna miss you while your gone wor T_T

2009-03-08T01:13:00.004+08:00

when o sch had popping open class and was not bad~ ben is a great cher, explain detailed stuff... i was checking out the crowd and guage their standard also. the choreo was not bad, i did learn smth today. marcus and his all over sexy diamond... rain ar rain...

2009-03-07T01:35:00.006+08:00

whoo finally the performance is over... shag to the max... bin's training hao hiong~ den yesterday received sucky treatment from the SMA ppl... bin was dope ar during the freestyle... he sot liao... do so many crazy stunt... den dinner at the restraunt was XD hand shaking and sooo hungry.... memoryable... XD later today go popping~ whoo~ quest crew won yo~

2009-03-02T23:17:00.002+08:00

today went to mph by chance and saw bin and few of them locking.. after bin teach them the choreo, SUDDENLY he approach me and say... wanna perform also? O_O hmm.. ok ba... den wasn't mentally prepared... suddenly was learning bin's choreo.. stress~ after that we went doubi god eat hong kong den i eat until broke.... and super full... over order... den go osch... was intending to go popping course but change of plans le XD tomorrow gonna be a busy day... clean club hse... gp camp training... stay over in sch... next day morning dace again... afternoon dance training... thu bin's training... fri performance and sat popping open class~ yes ah~ everyday dance~ XD

2009-03-02T00:35:00.004+08:00

arghhhh... just watch ABDC season 3.... tian ar... oh my tian... blow my inner calmness away... truely inspiraing... wanna dance~ wanna be as dope as them!!! almost impossible... dam... want to improve alot!!! being a dancer is not hard... it's difficult.. Passion, Physical, Entertaining, Expression, Angle, Perseverance, Believe, Courage, Versatile, Attitude, Character, Musicality, Creative, Originality, Controls, Energy, Friends, Feedbacks, Knowledge, Enjoy, Motivation, Goals, Basic, Techniques, Flow, Rhythms, Confidence, Humble, Respect, Understanding, Flexible and Money. A dancer need most of this to excel... every word has it meaning and purpose to it. Hmm it's not that simple de wor~ XD

2009-03-01T00:25:00.005+08:00

18 jug with new cap~

my beloved ethel~

presents=loves i received

my "red" egg XD

she baked them all by herself~
delicious wor~ XD

A SACK OF CHOCS~& a Bread~

new addition

Finally i'm 18~ woo~ legal~ XD hmm wiser le ... the older you are.. the dopper you get XD many thanks to my dancemates: hengthyejaniceshermainlulubaojingnelsonkkjiawenjiayanethelvonvonmichellemichelle
michelle augustinweishengallenblinggaillouis. i hope i nvr miss anyone out~
and to my classmates:
roy vincent william hamizan eileen teddy chunchun
we had alot of good food at newton after our last paper with kills our mood...
and to the rest of my union,sec sch,other sch friends~
27th was also the day of YMCA youngsters XD came to sch and we teach them abit of dance. we kinda neglect alot of important points :p hmm next time we can do it~ den on my birthday my baby had done alot for me... prepare smth until 4am nvr sleep... -.- den morning 8am make food and cab to my doorsteps pei me while i just woke up... den go sch for ymca dance... after that go doubi god eat dinner and surprise me with cake and presents... after that pei me until 11.45pm... sry make you miss last bus... den she tired until tomorrow next day too tired to go popping... ETHEL!!! WO HAO AI NI~!!!! of cus credits to the rest also~ XD den popping ar... i rush up mph on time... pant like crazy... no one was there... so scared i was late... good luck ar hengthye~ hope your chickenpox recover soon~ and hoho~ next week go osch popping open class... aww... need pay money... XD so many stuff need to accomplish... no time for job... i want job... need money buy budget laptop... tian arh~...

2009-02-23T01:34:00.002+08:00

NOW STILL SPAMMING DRAGONBALL GT SHOW!!!! WOOOTTT CHILDHOOD MEMORIES IS BACK I THINK.... XD HAHAS~ MY BABY IS NOW HAVING JUGGY RUSH AND LATER TODAY IS HAVING HER JAVA PAPER~ JIAYOU WOR~ PLS LET ME EAT CHOC LA... THEY ARE GOOD FOR ME XD HOHOHOHO~ YESTERDAY SPENT MY DAY SLEEPING... CAUSE BRO IS USING COM... WOKE UP AND IF HE'S NOT AROUND... TAKE OVER ARH!!! MUAHAHAHAH!!!! IF NOT? GO BACK SLEEP.... zzZZzzZZ TAKE OVER DO WAD NEI??? SPAM DRAGONBALL ARH!!! MUAHAHAHAH!!! HAHAHA!!! AROUND 7PM+... HE GONE BACK ARMY LE... AWWW.... YES ARH!!!! MUAHAHAHAH!!!! COM IS ALL MINE!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! KAMEIYAMEIHA... WAHAHAHAH!!! MUAAHAHAH!!!

2009-02-21T00:00:00.003+08:00

pickle of double cheese burger

my snacks at mac...

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird,
And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

hmm mugging at mac with william and wah... and exam... wah.... hmm... wah....

2009-02-16T00:35:00.003+08:00

hmm nvr study again... today was michelleX2 birthday and met baojing and nelson go orchard buy her presents. headed to tanamerah mrt after that. today was hot... hmm saw wei ming wor.. the guy the name i forgot... den we camp at the "clubhouse" .. surprised her... den eat... woo~ nice food~ den play music... oh before that i went to the girls toilet by mistake... luckily no one inside... sha almost went in too but i told him... hmm lala woo.. dj showcase... which is me... aww... heart pumping... nervous... den go out anyhow... hai... i like dance very lan lor... very long nvr pop le... den slack awhile go home... had a nice cold shower~ later today chiong DE at mac at 10am... if you ignore me my heart will hurts...

2009-02-14T00:29:00.002+08:00

today(fri)~ is Y Outreach showcase and is my 2nd time there~ now more open le i guess. nvr forget steps~ XD hohoho~ but not really full out ba... i admit i got look at ground... hai~ XD hmm HAPPY VALENTINES DAY~ don think it was a good performance but ok ba... we have alot to improved on. Forming our new crew~The Gs Crew! muahahah~ can mean 3 things... Groove soul, Groove-sapiens or Generation-sapiens XD hmm i think i'm in deep shit de... DE exam is coming... sun den will start studying XD chiong few days bah~ jiayou Jug!!!

2009-02-10T15:02:00.002+08:00

JUGGYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Juggy~! I am JUGGY~!!!!!!!!!!! Wo shi JUGGY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Juggy I am~~~ Juggy wo shi~!!!

-quoted by ethel

HEY YO~ WHOOO!!!! YES AH!!!! DAM~ WOOOOT~

ETHELLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!

Ethel~! I am ETHEL!!!!! WO SHI ETHEL!!!!!

ETHEL SHI WO!!!! WO AHI!!!!!

ethel.

-quoted by jug

2009-02-09T02:10:00.002+08:00

60 things gurls don't know about guys

Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)
--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
--Guys get jealous easily.
--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
--Girls are guys' weaknesses.
--Guys are very open about themselves.
--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
--Guys will brag about anything.
--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
--Try to be as straightforward as possible.
--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
--Guys don't really have final decisions.
--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
--Guys like femininity not feebleness.
--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.
--We don't like girls who are too skinny.
--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.
--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....
--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...
--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

2009-02-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry baby
Just give me one more chance
All I hope is that you understand, I
I want you back
Here by my side

Ajikdo mot itgo bulleoboneun
Amu daedapeomneun neoui ireum
Gamchwodo sumgyeodo tteooreuneun oh baby

Dagagamyeon deo meoreojigon hae
Nae du soneul ppeodeo jababwado
Hayan yeongicheoreom sarajyeobeorin neol
Kkum eseo bulleoboneun na

Baby I'm so sorry ije nal yongseohae
Baby I'm so sorry
Nunmullo eollukjin gieogeun da ijeojwo
My love
Johatdeon gieongman gaseume mutgo gajwo
Baby I'm so sorry haengbokhagil barae
Baby I'm so sorry
Nega useul su man itdamyeon nan gwaenchanha
(Everyday every night
I wanna hold u ma girl)

Gakkeum ni sosigi gunggeumhae
Chingudeurege dollyeo mutgon hae
Amureochi annneun malturo

Neoui geu malgeun nundongja soge
Dareun sarameul damgo itda haedo
Hwanhan geu misoman ganjikhae jundamyeon
Apeujiman nan gwaenchanha

Baby I'm so sorry ije nal yongseohae
Baby I'm so sorry
Nunmullo eollukjin gieogeun da ijeojwo
My love
Johatdeon gieongman gaseume mutgo gajwo
Baby I'm so sorry haengbokhagil barae
Baby I'm so sorry
Nega useul su man itdamyeon nan gwaenchanha
(Everyday every night
I wanna hold u ma girl)

Hanbeonman nae pumsoge ye dasi anabol su itgenni
Come back to me neol gidaril teni,
Dasineun neoe son nochi anheuri
I just want to be with you baby
Can u tell me please what should I do

Naega ireoke motnan saramiran ge
Eolmana sirheun ji da malloda motae
Neul saranghandan mal daesine mianhae mianhae
I malman gyesokhae baek beonigo cheon beonigo
Deureoman jundamyeon nal da beorigo
Neoui ape ireoke mureup kkurheulge
Yo please come back to me baby

Itneundaneun mareun no way
Na neo hanabakke moreuneunde
Neowa han sajin han jang
Kkeutnae beoriji motago barabone
Ama na neo animyeon du beon dasi
Sarangiran geo du beon dasi
Hago sipjido hal sudo eobseo
Naege ije neo animyeon andwae
Please come back here

Baby I'm so sorry ije nal yongseohae
Baby I'm so sorry
Nunmullo eollukjin gieogeun da ijeojwo
My love
Johatdeon gieongman gaseume mutgo gajwo
Baby I'm so sorry haengbokhagil barae
Baby I'm so sorry
Nega useul su man itdamyeon nan gwaenchanha
(Everyday every night
I wanna hold u ma girl)

2009-02-01T16:13:00.002+08:00

ohoh~ just woke up (ard 4pm) and my hair is like this~ XD long time nvr stand le wor XD so this morning we all woke up early around 7plus to go pray for the... forget le.... den over there was modern... abit scandel... ok we took numbers and queue to get our yellow paper written and oh? my chinese birthday is jan 13. There was a plasma tv that explains why pray, how to pray, wad you should do,all about...
after that we proceed to the taoist chanting part and i rmb le, the gods are "tai sui" i think... den over there got giant bell with a machine to hold it. headed home when we finish burning the papers and i got hot oil spill onto my hand...
in the end dad bought us to our old hse there and had breakfast. our old block are in purple colour... wa... den nth else changed le...

let me recap...

27th jan :
ws,lulu,moosh,kk and i was meeting at mrt to go anne's hse and only kk was on time... so i forget to bring oranges and bought 2 oranges from the 7-11 below anne's block XD ( moosh also..) very high down there... laugh until cannot stop.. heng thye's de card game hor... i play until gonna have heart attack...

28th jan :
kk,heng thye,shermain,moosh,ethel and von came my hse. before that everyone was moody moody...cus anne cannot make it.. louis go back home... art friend nvr open... den ate at the kopitiam below my hse and food not nice... we played heng thye's card game again and mind auto shutdown XD

2009-01-26T00:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CNY~!!!! WHOOO~ this time the mood wasn't there... everything happens too fast i think... after new year... sch... den suddenly CNY came... after the 2 days? sch~ hmm last tue night my ah ma pass away and... was feeling bad not very sad about it... well i attend the wake at fri... hmm being there i got a weird feeling... XD she's gone le~ den the next day was cremation. my mom and aunts cried real hard... the place was kinda holy and modern... like being in a hotel? XD hmm slow and fast days... reunion dinner was woah... got roasted pig, abalone, scallop, flower crab and err dad's sharkfin... all these sounds ex and woah but i personally don appreciate as in don need to waste so much money to eat those things... had my 1st jolly shandy XD just random~ year of the cow... more milks? err.. hmm

2009-01-19T20:10:00.002+08:00

pics from this morning~ nice weather... chilling breeze~ hmm i still act like a kid... it's time for serious business... hope it's not all talk XD arhhh i suck.. XD

2009-01-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

can see my shirt reflection

saw this petshop and the rabbits are all babies sia~ so were the hamsters and no more le XD cute wor~ was so call lost today XD time sure pass fast today...zZzZz saw the wu ling da dao and learn smth i think... back to tidying room~

2009-01-16T23:44:00.002+08:00

today!!! happen alot of stuff... trying to rmb... wake up on time but in the end still reach sch late... i was guai in class~ listen den do tutorials... not like someone wor~ pon sch wor~ XD so after sch i went to club, von was drawing story board and han was playing dota... den allen came... den my stomach growl 3 times... so went down to get waffer... den blur~ don rmb... whoo go queensway have lunch~ hmm~ den get t-shirt, the design although not wad you had expected but it's still nice lah~ don get sad over it : ) so went back sch... go club~ humm~ lalalala~ oh go moberly le~ den show my choreo... haiz... i suck XD i let myself down... den go FO training... "shout" until no voice... whoo go back mob, den.. go eat.. den go t14... den go home... did 200 crunches but i'm still fine... did i did it wrongly?

sleepy~

2009-01-16T00:36:00.002+08:00

saw xiao jug today sleeping at t12 de stairs wor...

well today was a long day... gonna do proposal at home... no laptop so tried sleeping but couldn't.. unconfortable.. den was DE and everyone was hardworking, connect until siao.. but only one person last minute got it correct... the rest next week must do again... haiz.. so after sch headed to club , help von in the filming.... long walk~ ok den headed home alone...

小酒窝

我还在寻找一个依靠
和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹

幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

2009-01-13T15:31:00.003+08:00

thx for the orange~

i wanna hold you so much
my mind is all you..
can't keep my eyes out of you..

2009-01-11T00:11:00.002+08:00

My Tattoo

this is just blanks wor~ XD 11-1

2009-01-09T00:22:00.002+08:00

reached school around 10am, which is on time.. but i see no one... in the end had breakfast with kind soul von~ pei wo instead with her classmates XD den 10.45am.. we went to the booth and saw jon~ the booth was.. frankly speaking pathetic... SDZ is dropping off and only a modern poster... so jon went to get speaker and was uncomfortable expressing my dance later on.. now i can't pop... can't seem to find my confident too... so soon after few other bboyers came and they cyfer.. having fun and attracting alot of crowd in the process. i want to attain that skill... being comfortable with many ppl staring you... sounds wrong... anyway went for medical appointment and... $70!! wah~!!! gah!!! long trip back to sch and slack at club house XD had my hair straighten for awhile... xie xie ni~ XD jiang shan yi gai ben xin nan yi wor.. still curl abit~ had dinner at kofu.

2009-01-08T02:47:00.002+08:00

i still don have the courage to say out how i feel... give me some time... i worry the future too... WHOO~ today sp open house~ gonna help out... arh... so tired... hope will be fun~

2009-01-06T23:40:00.009+08:00

dream of ___ almost everyday... omg... wad is happening... this morning doze off at the sofa and dream again... at class saw 11.11am out of really weird incident... missing her like crazy... when to bugis to buy a $10 purple shirt and had session later on... super tired... was abit emo also i think... tried really hard to tired myself out.... realise i haven't had my dinner yet... went home and salvage food but in the end dad went down to the fc and buy me noodles XD i'm ok.. just tired... but happen to found a small piece of paper in my file when i was abt to sleep.. XD don know how it got there but it cheered me up~

2009-01-05T08:22:00.003+08:00

climbed mount faber yesterday XD become darker le~ at 1st while waiting for ethel, i went to cheers and try all the sample adidas perfume XD after that shop for pinic food and we stole something from giants. In the end the rest cannot make it.. my sweat gland was like a tap... drip and drip.. henderson wave got my smell le? ok so it was a long walk.. in the end we reached queensway wor... den headed to sch for house session and lunch XD hohoho~ si bus 166 double decker driver~ i feed xiao jug ( "my" black cat around cls and eee ) with bread and after awhile she forget abt me le... this morning 5.32am.. had a nightmare... couldn't sleep after that cus i'm recaping the dream... somehow doze off and sleep again... still clueless wad is it abt XD

2009-01-03T01:35:00.006+08:00

1.36am :
tired arh!!!!.... was going to sleep on the floor when mom pulled me... had dinner or supper? yesterday's session whoo.. later wake up maybe will limp again XD got a letter from police again~ how nice... : ) don know wad to do later in the afternoon... hmm...

10.32am:
i still can walk!!! : ( legs not sore at all... abit feeble only...

11.11am:
i saw this again..

2.20pm:
still watching miss no good but today is super windy~ weather is also nice~

pics outside my window

evidence~ hair so messy

10pm+:
i went to bath and forget my towel... i open the door and call for help XD at the same time my parents was watching the vampire show and my noise scared my mom XD

2009-01-01T15:48:00.006+08:00

new year loh~ these are pics from last year~ ... ( a bunch of stuff missing... ) ok i forget wad i had planned to say...

our classroom was locked...

so we waited outside..

take some last few memories

but too bored le... cannot help it XD

sry for posting your unglams pics XD

yea last day of sch...

so was released around 10.30am+ XD try my luck at the clubhouse and saw sha!!! whoo~ lucky me wor~ so sha went off and i go to saa to get mph keys.. went back club and carry the speakers to the mph... on the air condition and went back again to bring another speaker... by den i was sweaty le... after that try to act kelian by sleeping under the table cus i also don want to be caught XD after few mins of hiding under the table lumlum came in~ den next was hengthye... den louis... den... jiayan? den moosh,meiliang? den den... ethel? ok so the training was... den we... after that... oh den... ok so... after the training had dinner at clementi before we go harbour front for our henderson wave journey... lots of setbacks and obstacles... so all i can say it was a great hike XD in the end countdown inside harbour front platform and quickly go home XD if not later there will be ALOT of crowd...

shag wor~ XD

fly?

super dark at night~

on top of a truck lorry?

OK! rmb liao~ my thankyou thread and resolution XD
this year was definitely a hectic year.. my 1st year of poly life.. enriching.. went for spsu orientation camp and found a new family, scaliger. Although after sometime few left and pursuited for their own lives, i stayed on over there for few months, help out and attend few events. Even though i heard alot of bad feedbacks abt student union, i didn't waver because of the friends inside. Everything kinda changed when i was in the mmsp committee... at first it was still alright before mmsp and union stuffs kept on clashes with SDZ... there are choices i had to made so that i will regret the least.. in the end SDZ won over me. But i still have to thank everyone in student union, especially mmsp events team. Sorry for disappearing from meetings, other duties and attending my responsibility. However my impression of spsu is becoming from bad to worse XD no because of the ppl inside but the way things work... another thing that happened was the lost of my laptop... this lost made me lost alot and gain some... why gain? i somehow taught myself that we shouldn't take things for granted and alot of moral stuff i had self-enlighten but can't recall...XD made few trips to the police station which also let me learn smth in the process XD so that's why i can get over my huge lost so easily. Change your mindset, be optimistic, treat everything as a learning process~ don end your life so easily, it's the stupidest way to escape your problems and on top of that hurts everyone.. hahas random topic~ ok now is abt SDZ.. it all started when i wanted to join dance.. because of my bro's influence i think XD i could have gone to nyp.. but it's another chapter of my life... so shall not touch that XD i went to the dance camp and something... -.- pardon my memory... so the audition... i was calm and did wad i knew... that time i didn't know i suck big time until recently XD the only few friends i knew was gail and some others that has disappear from sdz... everyone was in their clicks so i was super solo and transparent during the 1st few months. It was only during the preparation of waves that i start to know everyone even more. waves 13 forced me to grew up alot... the tough trainings we endured gel us together. Although wave 13 wasn't really a dope production cus it was very last min... but i must thank uncle,hengthye,janice,steph and marcus for the things they taught me before waves. Kind of boring le right? XD ok so after the wave13 came other sch's production and osch recital... this was the time i literally "see the light" they are dope... another incident was meeting the OG of popping, melvin... ( i also don know wad is OG.. ) his knowledge is vast... i want to THANK my session peeps~ spending time with you all was joy~ although i think we all are not very crazy compared to the seniors.. XD omg the more i type the more i bored myself... =.= (random again..) i'm losing the link... can't link my story le... argh losing the mood to type le~ ok bygone 08~ XD
resolution:
1: dope wave14
2:ethel to be happy
3:everyone to stay healthy
4:more crazy juniors XD
5:don get injured ~

2008-12-30T17:19:00.002+08:00

was supposed to wake up at 5.15am but overselpt... XD 8.27am den woke up i think XD so i missed my maths.. when it was CD.. i got presentation but i nvr see the slides before.. XD and i wore slippers... i spoke a little only XD let my group down sia~ den after that went to office to wrote in my loa. headed home and had tang yuan as lunch den i was down there wondering how to make the stuffing inside... hmm... wanted to watch movie but megavideo doesn't allow... so watch miss no good ep7. i got teary during the 'mother' part... sian... don want to be a crybaby wor... attempting to clean my wardrobe... maybe study abit... den guitar? i sucks at it T_T haiz... hmm maybe some exercise later? hopefully i follow wad i planned =.= ...

2008-12-29T00:14:00.000+08:00

today's session had more ppl than before,which is a good thing. unfortunately sha was awfully late again for some reason... had hard time moving around but in the end got carried away and had fun again~ at 1st i thought i just need to show sha my 2 8's, so i nvr really prepare... i the end had to teach the rest my 2 8's... i think i took the longest... choero on the spot =.= next was lulu and he was well prepared... as for "the fat one" , nobody can rmb his 2 8's XD lastly was kieloong, teach the fastest and make us practice the most... overall not bad~ as for sch... tapas lessons nth much, maths~ whoo~ teach 15mins and let us off~ XD while autocad was... wa... hai don want to say le... tomorrow will be a short day, wad should i do at home... don know~ count one step at a time~ recently had been seeing 11.11, 1.11 very often.. and some weird no. like 2.22 , 12.34 and etc... should be just plain coincidence bah... dozing off while thinking abt stuff le... so many qns but no answer... gonna sleep through all these... wanted to add on smth.. but forget le... =.= owells~

2008-12-28T20:45:00.004+08:00

random pic i took last night XD this was the present i got from bling~ mini light box~ the chocs is from my dad. wah today woke up at 5.15am... i didn't even realise i had even slept... "a deep sleep" must have just occured... so i reached orchard half an hour earlier... rare cases... so i took a lonely walk... wah almost no one on orchard road wor~ ... in search of toilet and food... i entered a empty mall... some escalators was moving... creepy... i travel down and up... still nth was found... the whole pathway was empty man~ i can do anything~ XD ok i went back mrt and wait for the rest...

aww today wasn't fun at all... although is a big event... and today had dance competition hiphop smth 3... i had to record the score of the netball and watch the show.... T_T lao tian arh~ over there was super boring arh!!! the free flow of 100plus..drink until disgusted le... rather drink plain water... the sun was super scorching... why nvr rain at this region... got ppl giving free balloons~ wah go take... later a small boy come and ask where to get.. but don have le... so harry give him 1... den later he came back again -.- i think he play until burst le den came with few more Acquaintances so i gave all my balloons away : ( few seconds later... *biang ... =.= ok btw their choero quite dope de... their ideas quite creative also... muscles aching here and there... have difficulty stretching wor... oh ya saw this very adorable girl(pic above) XD she want to play with the ball but aiya don know how to explain la XD super adorable can~ :P

2008-12-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

hmm... today's session... i woke up abit late and at dover when moosh was abt to go off to her secondary sch i met her and we went to mph... the moderns was there and sry i forgot to take off my shoes... den after i call sha... he just woke up... told me to get key from mel and mel also just woke up.. XD den in the end went to stadium to find vincent to get t14 key.. saw ws and lulu at fc3 den go t14 den 7-11 to buy air-condition remote de battery, moosh go off and left 3 of us with sha & another stranger... so we practice basics and .... WHOOO~!!!! sweat like nvr perspire for very long le... green shirt turns yellow le XD WHOO~ ok... after sha and the rest left.... 3 of us go mph... nth exciting at the begining... den WHOO~ i siao diao~ JYEAH~ hop around~ super high~ cus my lunch was chocs i think... went home and ate instant noodles... nvr consume any nutrient? er so ya... tomorrow muscles confirm ache everywhere~ so excited XD tomorrow's cip... my gut tell me tomorrow will rain... must wake up so early... T_T 7am at orchard~ WHOO~ now feel down again... XD

2008-12-25T23:43:00.004+08:00

[edited]

alot of things happen... i don know where to start, wad to type... every single day i enjoyed them yet now i'm all moody abt ...

sdz : after NRA

20th: i met them before i went for nra

22nd : our twlight movie

23rd : another twlight movie

24th : christmas service at expo

beautiful sight...

24th : sdz sentosa outing before i headed to expo

25th : merry christmas everyone... shop at warehouse sales & session at sch
( thx ethel~ ^^ )

26th : cip briefing at jurong
( omg gonna be dam fun XD )

27th : performance & scaliger outing
cancelled
(aww but got session)

28th : CIP... last day of hols...

my destiny/fate/days has been written down... few things are bothering me but i can't tell anyone... i scared... scared of the outcome...

WHOO~ enough of emo post~ TIME TO LVL UP!!! still a long way to go... JYEAH!!! my room is messy again yo... gonna clean it up!!! still got $25 bucks to buy smth... and I'M BROKE!!! my heart dam pain wor...

2008-12-21T13:51:00.002+08:00

yesterday's NRA's danzation 08 ... DOPE ARH~!!!!! wah piang.... T_T 1st i was stunt by the invisible chop XD *chop... eh? nth... den under blue light... oh? XD den hmm... was folding flowers with magazine.... very hard wor... credits to moosh for the materials XD an eye open experience... storyline, synchro, songs, attitude, choreos, lightings and crowd(the baby)... dope... so after the show we waited for the seniors until 12am+ wors... den went to clementi for supper at mac.. everyone left except nelson, schizo and me who live at north east side to cab home together... we sat down and had a good chat until around 3am before we cab home...

before NRA... met william and went to a terrance i think for his church friends gathering. whoa didn't expect so many ppl of age so young and had games.. also forfeits.. watch a inspiring video of a man who was born without limps and arms... woah.. after eating was going to leave but they ended do alot of stuff and i even got a new nick xiao huang becuz of my bag and i had to sneak out and say goodbye.. if not half an hour later i'll still be there XD cool ppl~

2008-12-17T00:24:00.002+08:00

WHOO~ today LVL UP!!! JYEAH~ today met the rest at fc5 down there slacking~ amusing ppl from their camp come and interrupt us... so after awhile den we move to the studio and i was there teaching ryan "stupid" , janjan's choero and house steps... i know i nvr teach well... so after that go to another side and almost did nth productive... saw them pop and got demoralize XD while the rest was learning some steps from zul and nra choreo form khai... den i go clubhse try to transfer stuff but the com is super.... lag... so in the end everyone leave le and i go eat instant noodles... is when i learn alot... whoa~ melvin was dope~ explain and stuff... when they wanted to go holland makan i don feel like going cus i ate le... in the end was pulled but heng i nvr go home... nvr regret following them XD Ronald, melvin ,marcus ,ah thye, kieloong and robin~ listen to them WHOO~ now i found a road in the desert liao~ not lost le!!!

2008-12-14T00:17:00.002+08:00

hmm today went to sch for session and vinc also jio me go play bb with ah thye at sengkang but i already at hougang... so i nvr join them... so had t14 today and few of us WHOO~ dance and eat... learn smth yo~ vonvon rocks~ hmm ate at clementi and train to nyp to find my bro... i was outside and the concert was ending... den i just walk in... go back stage... whoo~ my bro tell me go home... -.- ok... so went to find uncle but saw steph and anne~ lucky~ den i lost uncle out of my sight... keep looking around until eye pain... go outside.... wait ar... don have... went back in.... look again... whoo found him~ den khai,zul,xiang,han,ryan and DANNY XD hehehe~ someone high liao~ den go out saw ben and his sexy diamond collection... train back home... T_T that 45mins for me to reflect and stuff... gonna lvl up man...

masterpiece~ whoo~

2008-12-11T00:06:00.006+08:00

today is dan's and char's birthday~ had branch with parents before i headed to ___ to buy their present XD woo ~ hmm not bad~ XD so meet at vivo... wait very long... ok den go ben & jerry to celebrate~ so i made a bouquet of "flowers" for char.

my 1st attempt

out of tissue

ok so after that we went to sky garden take pics and stuff... few departed... went to arcade... stayed there for very long... here is one very funny vid XD

When Jug tries to Para...

so after that was dinner at carls junior... wah expensive wor.. so i nvr buy although i hungry XD cope ppl's food... i seriously cope other ppl's fries wor~ nvr touch at all very wasted.. got ppl like me out there hungry leh~ XD free dinner~ of cus i'm happy XD den saw fellow sdzian who went to sentosa, only a handful... saded... den blah blah... slack... tired... go home~

2008-12-07T00:31:00.001+08:00

today... after eating breakfast straight away ate lunch while watching youtube... add some into favourites and feel like choreo-ing hip-hop... actually i want to choero smth for fun... but not now... i need to look for job... T_T ok so was suppose to meet vonvon,lulu,hamster(weisheng),yanyan,ethel and moosh for "Bolt" movie at cini ... after late, makan and stuff... we went in to watch... not bad XD we name weisheng as the hamster(rhino) , so in the future pls call him hamster/rhino XD MUAHAHA!!! so today was also Gastby dance competition advertising day? and there was alot of show girl type girl? wear very little and giving out the leaflet and oil sucking paper... but like not happening... hmm den we walk and walk from there to doubi god den o sch there to take cab and go east coast big splash to support hanhan,shasha,binbin and vincent but obviously we were late so we cab down... by the time we reached there... 6.12pm like that when the competition start at 5pm... so they are already done with all the performace and waiting for the result... they were all sian sian.. no mood... cus we were late... "next is the Soul Brothers!!!... slient....." den dance also very sian... no one to support... so in the end get consolation prize and they gave us the prize... disppear very long... den meet at 7-11 tell us they going home... and the 6 of us... (yanyan nvr come) go wait for bus.... wait very very long... den had dinner at bedok and train back... so the police guy call me at outram ... reach police station at 11pm... wait and wait... now got old lady anyhow sign or smth with starhub den smth abt go confront starhub that guy... den i think the brother of the old women was scolded... you stupid arh!! etc... den another guy was complaining abt neighbour very noisy although already approach and tell them to quiet down but gave attitude or smth... wah... this region so many problems... after that 11.25pm den i record my statement... don know why i need to do that... so ended at 12am+ and walk home... tomorrow is o sch recital~ and 1pm meet few to practice for "groove the west" ...

2008-12-04T19:28:00.003+08:00

woosh~ my wisdom tooth is growing out yo~ i can feel my wisdom growing~ jyeah!!! 2 wisdom tooth = x3 more wise!!! WHOO~ must thank the fresh water fish which has lots of prickly bone yo~ i put the meat in my mouth and it was painful... den spit out everything... pui~ whoa got alot of bones siol~ after going back home i look deep into the mirror... omg~ my wisdom tooth are born~ MUAHAHA~ the dead fish has let me see the light~

2008-12-03T22:55:00.002+08:00

hmm... i think there is a crack on my bone? it hurts when i walk... den the other leg... my knee got huo yi zhen from the last fall? or am i just paranoid... hope it's just a false alarm wor...

2008-12-02T00:04:00.002+08:00

ARRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
&^%%$&$%*&^%*&%*%
CHAO TURBAN!!!!!
SI MAC CHICKEN!!!!!
DIE AR !!!!!!!
IDIOTIC LOON!!!!!!

i suck big time... usless ass... ultimate moron...

[ just being random... ]

2008-11-25T23:36:00.005+08:00

last fri :

today was mmsp and was backstage ic... saw the flair nation crew performance sia... saw some familiar faces... joseph today return back my laptop and during the rehearsal and stuff i was at the back... the whole thing was chaotic... lots of things are stolen... btw grats edmund and the rest of the contestant... many thx to the committee... and so matt's wallet was gone, someone handphones was gone, ... my laptop was also gone... dan's dad taxi joseph , luther and me home and it was a sad day man.. couldn't get to the last train due to mmsp.. went to houngang police centre and they gave dan and me attitude sia.. cus we wear like weirdo? cannot report... so went back sleep... it was 2am+...

last sat :

wake up in the morning and told parents abt it... i was screwed upside down... i stone and stone... finally enlighten and headed to sch for dtvm training which han last min[thu] ask me.. think though alot and go for it~ i was 5mins late and saw vincent,bin and sha learning the locking part.. jan saw me and got shocked and weeter no expression... uncle was down there looking up and zhao while mel say hi and go off too... so learn abit and wore yichang's knee guard i borrowed on fri morning which i saw him popping in class... so oh xiang yi was also there to learn the same thing.. sha came back with a box of mac, oh han's friend albert the rapper was there also.. later lulu and weishen came to mph with another box of mac.. sha go off with lum and mel came back.. schizo go off to recital ... in the end left mel me lulu weisheng down there lalala... go 7-11.. saw christ the korean MC from FTL.. and few others... in the end go back mph go club hse kope mac until bag fat fat... headed to t14 studio and strobbing machine was there also.. with bboy tappy and xiao __ . bgirl jasmine couldn't make it.. so they are preparing the mix battle event competition and was battling with each other... the lulu weisheng and me was the judge sia... in the end got judge solo... i scratched my the other knee... so in the end went home and saw marcus at outram... went home with 15 mac chicken and the atmosphere was abit weird...

last sun :

this morning is dtvm rehearsal and i was on time~ everyone was late.. i walk to club house.. no one... go back auditorium... no one... go back club... den mph... den back to audi... still no one... sweaty liao... so slack inside for the aircon... den slowly one by one... was charging my phone at the audi... did some rehearsal and eat lunch... den went to t14 studio to sleep until 2pm before heading to 'penisula' to get some strip socks... waited a very very very long bus to go to far east plaza after that for han's shoes lace before going to the ___ hotel for our performance... it was commonwealth sec's prom night.. from 4pm... wait until 7pm+ still no rehearsal... alot of waiting... in the end can eat their buffet but no table for us and no fork... was super cold sia... the crowd was... disappointing.. den we makan finish go back holding area and play~ burst balloons la.. etc i forget le... den sha went off to find back mel and the rest at ramen place while xiang and han go watch movie and i go home...

last mon :

rehearsal for dtvm at zouk... i don know how to go... in the morning at tiong baru... call sha... "call han" ok i call han.. " call xiang "... kk i call xiang... she off her phone.. den msg sha... waited and waited for him to come fetch me with cab.... den in the end try taking bus... drop off beside hotel inn[although didn't saw great world which sha mentioned]... eh.. like weird weird leh... here got hdb flats.. zouk cannot be here... so walk down one bus stop... woo got bridge... walk inside... wow chim place... ok i'm lost... so han guild me through phone.... lalala... and here i was.. back to the hotel inn... =.= den they were having breakfast... i order ice milo and spill some on my white shirt... den we walked to zouk... oh~ go in... wow... wait and wait... lumlum and those actors are high man... like seeing lots of lumlum running around... in the end rehearsal drag until 6pm+ den start... before that we were sleeping at the top... with some blue light... after hours.. a guy came to chase us away... " the light is UV.. very dangerous... we put here to kill germs one " ...wow... " go into eyes will blind you.." wah... heng nth happen to us...

this tue : day of DTVM

reporting time is 9am at zouk... as usual wait~ full dress rehearsal was omg... i did wrong step 2 times sia... so make up and have our hair done by this quite respected hairstylist cus he done things quick and good~ woo~ didn't get lost this time round... so wow.. nth much to say... few special guest... the o lvl student? hmm... no cheer from them... omg... can't wait to see the videos once it's out~ the goodie bag not bad sia~ after the whole thing was eating at the members area... wah class~ ppl serve you small food every few seconds... although not nice but quite class~ XD get to see principal close up... headed back to sch to report my lost and i think no hope le... den slacked at club hse.. weiying gave me some gift sia... wah touched~ wanna hug her but kelvin down there... XD den went back up and kajiao vincent when he is sleeping... burn his pants!!! next was going to moberly but not many ppl was there... den makan at fc 5... er... gave away my extra shirt... ok after that grab my stuff and go to sengkang's police centre... waited around 2 hours sia... one auntie got cheated...den cut our queue... another one was serious... smth abt burn hse.... so long... after finally my turn.. it's a waste of my time... " when someone return it we will inform you.." same as SAA lor...

2008-11-25T23:20:00.002+08:00

as promise , the quiz of shermin...

10 random facts about me:

fact #1 : i hate dried shrimps

fact #2 : i am broke...

fact #3 : last time i like to sleep with my socks?

fact #4 : my room is always messy...

fact #5 : i'm a conversation ender

fact #6 : i am abit crazy?

fact #7 : i love dance

fact #8 : i hate union but taught me smth in the process

fact #9 : camps make me have out break?

fact #10 : blur sotong...

2008-11-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

tired... no energy... long time since i did warm up with everyone? XD omg~... maybe there isn't a popping performance but now the new formation is i in the middle T_T got alot of changes for me... SOLO!!!! both my knees got big bruises le... did quite a few floorworks.. XD popping "cyfer" [ too tired to check spelling..] still not used to it... still haven't got the LA feel... dozing off le...

2008-11-18T22:46:00.002+08:00

10.52pm
hai... nvr eat dinner again... forgot to take my laptop at train.... my instinct is the next thing is abt popping performance on fri ... and i cannot go...

2008-11-18T14:22:00.002+08:00

2.25pm
hmm... just vomited( 1.30pm )... could it be mr bean? pearly beancurd... after that i ate kfc... =.= yesterday's mmsp... haiz.. cui... now at club house going to study....

2008-11-17T00:38:00.002+08:00

Inside My Heart
Artist: Kim Jung Eun
Publish parts of: My Name Is Kim Sam Soon

onjena noege jimi dwerka gogjong henunde
um~
guthen amugodo molladon goya
non theron urgo inunji onjena ugo idon no

nam molle urdaga ni mamur aphuge
mandurosso ooh~
niga guriorthen gakum nor sengag hamyon
dweni
majimag sarang ingor majimag sarang
ingor molla janha

INSIDE MY HEART
argo ijanha
nour jinun hanure gidenun nar
INSIDE YOUR HEART
ijeya nege gideo
gurium dwie nan urgo inunde

yongwonhi nomanur ijur gora dajim
henunde
sorineo bullobon ni irume nan to uro
argo ini non kuthobnun mirerur

INSIDE MY HEART
argo ijanha
nour jinun hanure gidenun nar
INSIDE YOUR HEART
ijeya nege gideo
gurium dwie nan urgo inunde ooh~

NO~ NO~ nar tonajima
NO~ NO~ nar tonaji marajwo~

INSIDE MY HEART
argo ijanha
nour jinun hanure gidenun nar
INSIDE YOUR HEART
ijeya nege gideo
gurium dwie nan urgo inunde

2008-11-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

yeah just came back from SMU Floor The Love~ abit deaf awhile ago... sound system was behind us .... best battle: o sch VS studio wu .... taiwan VS chunky & fong ... 2 super high moments... find hiphop kinda boring but an an and some is dope~ it was a pity zul lose the bboy... popping was also boring after the 1st 2 battle.... in the mids the MC came out and lock XD

yesterday was super stress during class... very hard to catch up... and had stomachache ... was suppose to study after sch and do alot of catching up... but i emo le... go home instead... was slacking at home... distress... feel much better~ had some dance talk with bro... enlighten abit... i suck at dance man... other countries think that singapore sucks man... but we are still growing... my new goal is to surpass HANAFI!!!! den ok standard for popping~ very hard to reach alex, ben etc's standard... locking ar~ very fun leh.. but scared cannot cope... so many genres... got thought abt learning bboy floor work... but must give up on that thought le...

potluck was on wed~ there was alot of food~ at 1st i brought 1 beebee snack... den steph say.. : "only like tat arh..." so after gems i buy 2 more.... in the end no one eat... learn cry choreo from anne~ was down there self high and was healing from pws... blah blah lazy to type le...

2008-11-12T23:57:00.004+08:00

thum thum thum~... tue some of us was crazy and took 300+ photos... take until super tired... uncle came in and do his usual stuff... zha zhu etc...

wed : potluck and food was omg~ alot of left over~ it was fun~ cry was not that easy to catch...
mst is coming ar!!!! need to catch up arh~~

2008-11-09T15:02:00.002+08:00

our changing room

WAVE13... it was a blast... everyone enjoyed and was screaming ALL the way~ espicially uncle... drank 3 redbulls.... "YOU LIKE GREEN? YOU LIKE WHITE? YEAH~" ... was suppose to be usher but drop out last min...aww .. but in the end was taking photos all the squeezy coridoor and principal came.. had makeup and i was beautiful... after the whole show everyone started crying and stuff.. lots of hugs.. i was busy telling ppl not to cry XD so after clearing up there was a small refreshment that was delicious XD nvr tried all though... after that we had a emotional speech by all the year 3... i was secretly tearing and only ethel know i think XD... SDZ has become a family to us... den later we had no choice but to evacuate the convection centre... i was ok one until uncle came over and break my dam sia... walao!!! it has been soo long since i last cry... den must wait very long for the dam to fix hao... alot of ppl came over but i don know who are they... my vision was all blur... and looking up and down... all the unglam photos of me... den i made those who stop le cry again.. XD sry~ hai.. keiloong.. super cute.. keep making me laugh XD keep crapping in his own bubble and scheme... now everyone is in a post wave syndrome mood... emo emo~

2008-11-07T23:51:00.002+08:00

today is a very unlucky day.... haiz... so sway~.... haiz... go back home 1st thing is hearing nagging... wah... "cca shouldn't clash with study... 2hours rehersal can liao.... lightings... etc..." just don understand lor... in the end go round a circle and came to the point... too blame me for.... sian diao... now not hyped up... not nervous.. not excited... but hungry and tired... back muscles hurts like hell... hope don have cramps tomorrow...

2008-11-06T01:03:00.002+08:00

just now full run was a disaster... chaos... all the juniors was lost... cramping inside... screw up popping... partly is the new mat.... too much fiction... another is focus too much on the "audience"... as for groove... mini side is the stupid table... formation abit off... practice too much without music le... emo after the 2 cui performances... miss out LA roar... no one inform me... was looking around for LA juniors and all already when up le... as for little weapon... the starting music is the standing up le so alot of ppl was confused... disturbia was ok ba i think... was restricting cus later hit the ppl beside... zul accidentally step my foot i step allen's... =.= student choerographers have the most stress.... after hearing bad comments... sian diao le... 3 more days only... WACK ARH~ WE CAN DO IT ONE!!!

2008-11-05T00:25:00.002+08:00

argh!!! pimples... after the camp *poof so many .... T_T well today was shack for some of us... the plotting was super long but fun for the ppl on the stage XD i like the flash flash lightings sia~ so dope~ didn't have dinner or snacks... must really buck-up on cheoro... add feelings, enjoyment, energy, .... super tired... nites...

2008-11-03T21:09:00.009+08:00

photographer moosh

zul

my house shifu (with cap)

schizo

groove

flavourmodern

SHIFU

TBG

punk lock

i took this pic~ hohoho

house

popping

everyone

is watching showcase

sha's cap

ethel,sha,jiawen

lumlum and ryan

hahas

after o sch
baojing,kk,lulu,jiawen

attract alot of eyes...

really alot...

von with psp

fri-sun: back from dance training camp... tiring... fun~ and lots of dance...

today feel alright... late... nvr go auto cad... went queensway... had curry... bought purple shoes lace... roam the whole place all alone... ideal sneakers $87.. give up... want budget one... found le... no size... went home.. saw 2 modern at mrt... jiahui and her friend... was too stone to say hi =.= ...